Monday, September 29, 2008


Define ~L~ove

Define Affection
Define Bliss
Define Care+Compromises
Define Devotion+Decision
Define Enthusiasm
Define Flattery
Define Glamorous
Define Hold hands
Define Insinuation
Define Judgements
Define Kiss

~L~ove defined?


ah crap... think too much

Sunday, September 28, 2008

Sports Day.

Sports day, also known as freedom day =)

Went to MPH (Multi Purpose Hall) not the MPH bookstore at Spring okei...

And, we played badminton mwahahaha sooo fun~ But there were some intrusion that we considered... infuriating. There were so many people, which IMO had never played basketball b4, and were THAT desperate. =_= 3 words - "Get a lifE"

It was crazy, squash after badminton, but i didnt join =D Mr.C played ping pong against a guy from my previous school. Pingpong competition that day, and there were quite some spectators too X)

Ah u see la... ...
Squash Fever...
But its nice to take a short rest once in a while ... right? =)
Stay happy, Stay fit, Stay healthy.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

If You're Not The One*

If You're Not The One

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away

But I know that this **much** is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Daniel Bedingfield

Friday, September 26, 2008

More Than Words.

Or maybe...

Things are...
More than just words.

At times...

A look through the eyes
A simple gesture
An understanding smile
Soul conveyance
Beyond Imaginations, Beyond your Wildest Dreams

Thursday, September 25, 2008


Ah today wasnt that bad.. Should not have attended EM la.. Could have just skipped the whole day. I just realised i have been becoming more and more indolent as days pass. Wouldnt say that i dont care, just that... Care less. Badminton was fun, but it was tiring for 2 hours. Worthwhile, i would say. Cant wait for what comes... Hoping somethingS good. Ha~ *wink


Maybe i shouldn't care.
But not concerning is disconcerting.
I could follow my own beliefs.
But what i think is right might not be so.
I might be feeling 'cosine' or 'sine' to what is happening.
But when can i ever feel the 'tangent' to the present?

When i sojourn my fatigue.
Or being apathetic, maybe.....

Wednesday, September 24, 2008


Your voice resounds... In My Mind
Your smile resounds... In My Heart

An evocative endeavor... Unnoticed
An insinuative devotion... Unrequited

And yet...
What has had just passed
Still resounding clearly
The Nature Of Hearts
To finding its direction.

All, is not lost.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008


Winds have blown, leaves had been rustling away.
Days have passed, time had been ticking away.

In what comes at first, will leave at last.
As whom calls at dawn, will resound at dusk.
To how expects the future, will acknowledge the past.

For what i say you, leave me in dismay.
For why i ask you, take me or lay.

The witness to mystery, is in mask.

Sunday, September 21, 2008


What i did today, is a secret.
What we did today, is a secret.
What happened today, is, shall and will be a secret.

Its high time i did some planning.
Planning... hmm...


Saturday, September 20, 2008


EM test is so over. But there will be one last one coming for the finals, then it will be gone for good. And when that time comes, i shall call it: "Good Riddance."

Badminton again today. LaserTag cancelled =( Ha Marlene joined us again today, funny as usual. Today even syok, so many ppl XD What a day...

Went to atmosfera, since my cousin Derrick called me and i was sort of... Free. =) Brendan and my bro joined, but sadly the top floor is closed for private function ... Haiz. The ground floor wasn't that bad either. At least there was a place for us to sit and chat. Some gossips too? =P

My first so ever -- Tiramisu !! =)

Hazelnut... Twin-transformers chicken burger and my Tuna sandwich hehe... X)
Somehow i vaguely see a dim rainbow beyond those clouds.
For i hope it shall be whole. Immaculate. Unblemished.
And perhaps something is coming.
For the better? I guess...

Friday, September 19, 2008

Wax Lyrical.

Hopes have envisaged the impending future, and it is bleak.
Dreams have unfettered the volatile past, and it is astray.

To incur blame on oneself, is to concede another.
To herald doom on oneself, is to caress another.

Feelings are once inclement, yet currently insipid.
An intrigue once impregnable, yet currently susceptible.

Punishment, for ostentation is to be neglected in oblivion.
Eulogia, for lucidity is to be reveried in nirvana.

An insight beforehand should illuminate things.
So things wouldn't be brimming with regret now.
But an imminent, looming aftermath shouldn't be not too soon...

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Love x3

For Love As Feeling = Begin To End Step Now
Do While Not Found And Begin <>

vResult = LoveComboBox.Checked

If vResult = "Fail" Then
Found = True
MsgBox("Require Skill")
MsgBox("Require Luck")
MsgBox("Require Time")

ResultLabel.Text = "Goal and Aim achieved. Happiness is on its way."
End If

Dim vLove As NOW() = (vDiffident/vNormal/vIndifferent/vWell)
Dim vSituations(-1) As String
vSituations = vLove.Split("/")

For vLove = 0 To vSituations.GetUpperBound(0)
vCurrent = vSituations(vIndex)

If vCurrent = vDiffident OR vCurrent = vIndifferent
MsgBox("Move On With Life")

MsgBox("Good Job")

End If

vCondition = InputBox("Enter Extra Circumstances")

vCurrentMaxSituation = vLove.GetUpperBound(0)
ReDim Preserve vLove(vCurrentMaxSituation + vCondition)
vCurrentMaxSituation += vCondition

Loop While vLove <> vDiffident And vLove<> vIndifferent

ResultLabel.Text = "Happiness can still be achieved."

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

As A Storm Emerges.

It happened yesterday, emergence of a storm. Although its not something new, but it seems... Special.

Me Hsien Lex and Chung went to 9th floor. So long dint go there. Quite an idyllic place, to study, to sleep. Tranquility is obtained. And maybe it will replace our usual 7th floors. 9th floor just seemed, and felt different... When it rains =)

A storm seen from afar.

The other side still looks bright and shiny. Not... for long.

A downpour. I still, and will always love the color and feeling when it rains. Though sometimes annoying and troubling, it still brings serenity to the mind. It is where, and how i get my inspiration from. For either composing, music arrangement and writing poems =)

And a pic to lighten the day up =) Doesnt this make you feel like wanting one hehe... XP Go to the Spring, Sugarbun ^^

Now, it is vital, to shun this storm and seek shelter.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Sorrow Of The Peacock.

Original chinese story, translated and retold:

One day my friend gave me a simple test. I was to assume i have 5 animals with me. Tiger, Monkey, Peacock, Elephant and a Dog. I went to a ancient jungle, a journey of fraught dangers. Since the journey gets tougher, we will have to abandon an animal 1 by 1 at a time. What order shall it be?

And i chose: [ Peacock, Tiger, Dog, Monkey, Elephant ] "Ha! I knew that you would choose peacock as the first to let go. Everyone does that." So i thought to myself, "do peacocks have meanings? My friend explained: "Peacock represents your Lover, companion, partner. Tiger is your desire for power and wealth. Dog is friends, Monkey is Children and Elephant is Parents. This question reveals what you treasure under hardship , and let your understand what kind of person are you, moral values, principes etc."

The Peacock represents our lover? I was appalled. I would abandon my lover under adversity? Why did i chose peacock to be the first to go? It is because the peacock is the one which help the least during times of difficulties. That time i seriously think that my friend's judgement is absurd. I then let my other friends take the test, and suprisingly to my friend's opinion, they also chose peacock as the first to abandon. When i told them the response for this question, they reacted the same way i did. Some of them even claimed that the person who designed this test must be mentally unsound.

One day, i called a friend, suddenly thought of this question and let him took the test. He contemplated for a very long while and answered: [Monkey, Tiger, Elephant, Dog, Peacock]. I was totally taken aback by his answer. He was the only person that chose to abandon the peacock in the very end. And so i asked why. He was astounded, and answered my inquiry: "Ya, of course. Think about it... Among all the animals, the peacock is the only animal that have the LEAST capability to protect itself against harm. So how could i easily abandon it to a place of sheer danger?" "

Then, it just dawned on me, this piece of sorrow.
(诗华日报 Health, Issue no.381, September 13 2008)
*In the process of our decisions, most of us only consider about the weightage of what and how much others can do for us; and we did not think about others who require what and how much we can do for them.*

Sore x 3

Paintball. Badminton. FoodFair. Triple the sore. Yesterday night was relaxing cause of dinner at Rockroad restaurant =P The worst part only came this morning. The food fair really kills with all the people around. And we're supposed to stay there whole morning?! Man, i could need a break! Thats why i escaped to my car and blow the air-con there~~ Cool coool coooool~ But then, i saw something. Or perhaps someone? The same person which received Confirmation in my brother's class. I guess i shouldnt be imagining things, and should culminate these wishful thinking. Action speaks louder than words. But the thing is, there is NO action, and NO words. How could either one surpass the other?

Afternoon was a cousin's day. We were supposed to go to LaserTag, but unfortunately there were 2 fucking noob malays at the counter. Where the heck did my friend go to?! Those knn huana guys didnt even bother to answer my questions. No wonder they DONT have ANY business! Oh but what the heck, we were so desperate and no one we know to help. Ok then. Cul-de-sac. The situation left us no other option but to go to Spring, as suggested by my cuzzy Derrick =) Oh well just a visit to the Pearl Milk Tea store only to find out that the 'pearls' are out of stock. SORE! Sugarbun then. And airport after that, to bade farewell to our aunt =( We shall meet again.

Night. Hours ago seemed quiet. Though there were a few neighbours outside the park playing lanterns. And i thought my grandma's would be 'meriah'. While disappointed i found out something very interesting. And it caught my attention, to the fullest. It made me contemplate deeply. It is a story, not the secret to be rich, but to evaluate your own personality. More on this in the next post. Barely any moons tonight, stars too. I wonder if this is called a mooncake festival if there is no moon to gaze at. I wonder... But at least i did my Multimedia. At last.

Sunday, September 14, 2008


W.H.Y. ? 为.什.么. ?
人至今, 仍不听 - 为什么?
心至今, 仍不信 - 为什么?
事至今, 仍不明 - 为什么?
情至今, 仍不清 - 为什么?

为什么 - 呢?
过去, 此刻, 未来

我, 终于明白

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Mistakes, and Failures.

A successful person, did not walk through an easy route.
It is a route, full of valuable experiences, especially mistakes and failures.

Some may say failure are devastating, or even worse, ruin their life.
But the truth is, it doesn't.
We humans make mistakes, and fail too. But...
The best part is...
We learn from it!

No one is perfect. New things are infinite in this vast world, and we are not accustomed to it.

Generated from mistakes, a result from mistakes. A heart-breaking outcome. A well-said quote, "The great thing about failures is not about surviving it, but to learn from it."

And now here stands a diverging pathway.
From here i see, one path with overgrown foliage that even cover the pavement. It sticks out a mile that it is a road less travelled by passers-by.
On the contrary, the other lies a straight route, even and tidy which not a single dust on the ground can be seen.

So i shall hereby choose the latter. And i shall contradict with the original meaning to be conveyed. (The Path Not Taken, HighSchool Literature)

At times like this, it is not wise to follow the traditions of our precedents. Change is inversely proportional to Time. As our precedents conveyed to not necessarily follow the ways of their precedents, and so we shall relate it to ourselves.

*Time waits for no man.* Advisably, is in short taking the easy way out.
Adaptations, is what that matters.
Realisations, is all that matters.


Paintball argh!! Fun, but extremely painful =) Make sure u dont get hit at 'certain places' XD Balls flying around, assaulting at the target set after. Damage was done, obviously to every single target, either severe or not. And there was that badminton after paintball, which certainly made it a ball-day. Energy was spent abundantly, to the minimum. Every single last bit of strength was sucked out, but the experience and joy was definitely worthwhile, i would say =) Can't wait till another ball-day... I guess...? Ha...

* For pictures and details about Paintball, please refer to Cally's, Jamie's or Stella's Blog =)


Friday, September 12, 2008


A fleeting look.. At somewhere.
A fleeting look.. At someone.
Glass is a type of matter, intact.
A piece of square, unable to mend if broken into pieces.

Rain is a path of nature, undisturbed.
A cycle of life, repeats itself over and over again.

Why doesn't glass break into equal pieces, but randomly?
Why doesn't rain fall straight onto the ground, but slantingly?

It is the ground which changes the breakage of glass.
It is the wind who changes the direction of rain.
By looking forward, resolved is a course of nature.
But by glancing obliquely, unresolved, ambivalently is a variant course of nature.
Artificially done, may well still align a sound path.

Not solely effectual in fixing a wounded patch, but without doubt drawing a rainbow after a deadly storm.
Perhaps, that would be sufficient, to redeem what's beyond... Beyond...


Today went to 3rd mile CIBC Bank with Cally. Or whatever bank i cant remember the name.. Cally went to withdraw some cash $.$ Tomorrow w'all gonna spend many many !! Wee =P Paintball and badminton. Here we come! Ha then borrowed RM10 from Cally to pump oil coz my mum used it all =( Seriously need reload for my wallet hehe... Then went to the Spring under Jamie's request. Cally and I went to Sugarbun 1st.. And i saw my sis !! Ahh miss my bongbong =D So long didnt chat wor.. Need find some time and chat chat !! I got lots of things and problems to tell... Need a caring listener =P Then jalan jalan... Saw something mwahaha... Shh cant tell... Did something too, planned something too... Cant tell hehe... Shhhhh... Ha didnt know Cally like loud songs too she asked me to put songs loud loud + megabass hehe.. Good next time bring her i can put loud songs!! Cause i thought that most people would say its noisy =( Then... programming blablabla.. Tonight going to church!! Then i plan to sneak out again after that... Go where huh.. Maybe playing with cars again with my cousin.. Hmm that would be a good idea wahaha!! Good good... Cant wait.

Thursday, September 11, 2008


I left my pendrive at that fucking Multimedia lab. Again.
Wtf ?! =.=

Just now went to steamboat! Ha the place where i 1st went out with the 'IT Gang' =P It was fun as usual, with Jamie eating all the prawns, and Alison eating all the mushrooms. Waa waa waa *faint~ They even called Marlene to join us O-O

Juinn Hsien flashing Spotlight at Jamie's car on the way to RHPlaza! Haha FlashyFlashy *+*

See the food Jamie ate.. This is called leftovers. Shells of prawns and clamps. =X

Hmm... Now we're planning... Tomorrow night play lantern.. Saturday go play paintball + badminton omgosh!

Ha.. My own plans will be.. Celebrating Mooncake Festival at my grandma's place on Saturday... And going to the foodfair to help out selling Spaghetti on Sunday... This is SOOO gonna be a hectic weekend. And, with the 30% EM exam next Saturday, and Due-dates of English Report and Multimedia drawing near... I'm close to a breakdown. Soon.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008


Change of Heart, Not glancing at what passes by.
One, makes it whole.

In the process of fighting to be the best. Does not offend anybody.
In the process of chasing own dreams. Does not disappoint anybody.
In the process of liberating yours and mine soul. Does not hurt anybody.

A slow course, minor changes. Does not hurt my heart.
An abrupt answer, major consequences. Does not affect my decision.

Change of Mind, Not listening to what passes through.
Two, makes it excess.


When things discontinue, they stop.

Moments of elation, discontinue. Under the presence of alteration.
By no means, it shall resume after pause.
By any means, it shall shift its plunge to the under.
By all means, it has deplored this simple desire for contentment.

Moments of desolation, continue. Under the presence of adaptation.
By no means, it shall channel this agony away.
By any means, it shall reiterate a relapse.
By all means, it has implored that complexed change for consideration.

When heartbeats discontinue, they die.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008


Tears, Tears of sorrow. All i see are tears. There are some laughter too, which i despise utterly. A funeral with outsiders laughing around pisses me off. Woke up early in the morning and went to my grandma's house to get ready, and walked to my great-grandma's house. There were prayers... The priest came and did the blessings.. And we, the offsprings have our duties as well. Showering holy water and place flowers upon Her. Although it is a direct family line, i don't really feel anything. I tried deep and hard to cry, but i just can't... Maybe its just because we're four generations apart... I'm so gonna miss her cooking next NewYear... I felt really sad when i saw my great-grandpa came out from his room to see his wife... My grandmother and her siblings dropped tears... Weeped... Sigh...

Then the coffin was put on a van. We walked behind it till we reach the line of buses at my grandma's house. The weather was hot, i can't deny. And we forgot our umbrellas =( At least one thing i witness is the traffic jam. No one could do a thing about it, this is inevitable. There were a few traffic polices blocking the road, to let us pass 1st =) Priority one huh...

Finally approached our final destination - St. Joseph Cathedral. My cousins and I were the choir group. And my grandparents downline are the only ones that have stronger Christianity faith than the rest, that is - us. We sang choir hyms, prayers, and we were the only ones that could receive Holy Communion. To tell you the truth i was shocked about this fact. Didnt know the remaining 50+ relatives was so..... oblivious?

The prayers then ended at around noon, and my great-grandma was to be 'buried' at the prime burial area beside the cathedral. Stood under the sun for nearly half and hour. Then they sealed the burial spot after we threw flowers inside... The badges we stuck on our sleeves was to be burnt. There were lots of ~pantang~ too.. Like no looking back after leaving.. Keep our shadows out of the coffin range during covering the coffin etc... And with those red strings and cleansing evil leaves.. I was confused by disarray, since this was the first time i encountered and experienced this, in my life.

I have no complains. I have no tears to shed. I only have my pure and sincere heart, for a minute prayer... to devote. Amen.

Eternal Existence

And off i go to attend the first funeral in my life.
Its gonna be a long, hard and tiring day.
But i have a feeling things will be all right.
Because my great-grandma's soul shall elevate to another level of existence.
Immeasurable, Inexplainable.
Maybe... Just pure bliss.
So, may Her soul R.I.P.
and enjoy a whole new life, in God's arms. =)
Its hard to say bye bye sometimes
Its hard to let go sometimes
But its an important lesson for everyone to experience.
Experience letting go and moving on in life.
3 words - Go, Carry, Move.

Go on - Go on in life after something bad has happen
Carry on - Continue moving till a direction is found
Move on - Walk till the end, with the path directed.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Prayer Of Devotion.

To my Great-Grandma.

In the name of the Father, of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit, Amen.

Our Father in Heave, Holy be Thy name
Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as in Heaven
Give us today our Daily Bread
Forgive Us our sins As we forgive those we sin against us
Do not bring us to the test,
But deliver us from evil

Hail Mary Full of Grace, The Lord be with You
Blessed are You amongst Women,
And blessed is the fruit of your womb Jesus
Holy Mary Mother of God, Pray for us sinners
Now and till the hour of our death

Glory be to the Father, to the Son, and to the Holy Spirit
As it was in the beginning, is now, ever shall be World without End
The body shall not last forever in this world, but the soul shall live forever in the other world - Heaven. Shall Your soul rest in peace, and proceed to a new world with eternal happiness.

Though you might not be in this world anymore, you shall forever be in our hearts.
Your Children, Grandchildren, and Great-Grandchildren.

L.O.V.E. F.O.R.E.V.E.R.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Tag Torture

This tag is specifically created to screw you up. When you are tagged, you must answer the tag and reply to what the question says, any illogical answer is not accepted and you cannot refuse to answer, a reply with a non specific answer ie: none or i don't know or cannot or any other variations of them are not allowed. After this, you MUST TAG 9 other individuals who HAVE NOT done this tag before. The rules created are for you to have fun, so enjoy it! Tags are created to let others know you well, so why not let them? If you don't do this tag, well I can't curse you can't I? Well, lets just say karma's a bitch, shall we?

1.If you would have to engage sexual acts with a celebrity of the same sex, who would it be?
CCB KNN WTF ! Teppei Koike

2.If you were asked to strip off naked and then covered in a certain material for a photoshoot, what will it be? (note: clothing or any other variations is not acceptable, however cloth is)
Water... Or perhaps... Thin air...?

3.If you and your husband/wife/life partner are bound up and are soon to be raped by a rapist, would you sacrifice you or your spouse? (note: only one can be saved)
Yes. I cant bear to think and to know that my spouse is being raped, so i rather carry the burden =)

4.Well, you are in New York, Ala Entourage or Sex and the City. Which would you pursue? Labels or Love and why?
Most probably love. But they might not be real, true and everlasting.

5.Name your favourite American Idol 7 finalist. (latest one)
David............ Archuleta =P

6.The Deserted Island Question: Who would you bring there with you?
My isolated, devastated soul.

7.Name one crazy thing that you have done.
Play with water gun 3 times a day. (shhh...)

8.To make things a little easy, future honeymoon destination?
-1 Japan -2 Paris -3 Switzerland

9.If you have superpowers, what would it be?

10.You got drunk, had sex with someone and when you woke up, that someone is next to you, who is that someone? (note: you know that someone and that someone knows you)
Sharon Chu Wei Yae! Woohoo!! zOmG.. Fucking question -,-

11.Name a classmate that you seriously hate on your high school senior year.
Betrayer AKA Chong Fu Hsien

12.A position that you would want to have in high school but can't achieve?
Pengawas Biasa

13.Name a classmate that you would want to join you in your current university as your classmate.
Fanny aka Tiffany & BongBong aka Bong Sin Yee

14.Name a person you know you love but never truly appreciate.
My dearest mother.

15.If given the chance to fully restore and revive someone from the dead, who would it be?
We must not have the power to play with life and death. But i would choose my recently deceased Great-grandmother...

16.If your life were a game, what would it be?
Ragnarok Online. Romantic, Fun and Adventurous.

17.Do you support gay marriage?
Seriously no. Humans, are supposed to be attracted to the opposite sex. Appreciate that!

18.Do you prefer expensive, branded items or inferior, cheap items?
Expensive... hehe it feels good to spend =D

19.If your life were a TV show? What would it be like?
Fate / Stay Night. Fight for the Holy Grail, summon servants, and understand the true meaning of history.

20.Last minute partner for a project?
Myself. I seriously believe and depend on my own capabilities.

21. Name of the 8 people who are tagged?

1. Liang
2. Hsien
3. Kang Hong
4. Cally
5. Jamie
6. Eugene
7. Bryan
8. Alison
9. Person who is not listed but reading this very post

Rain Sunday Rain

Afternoon tried out programming. Got the pattern, idea.. But still cant get the answer to display in the label! Damn... Oh well...

Then decided to go out since its boring at home on Sundays.. The 1st thing on my mind, FLAVOR TWIST !! Mwahaha thats what u call craving for ice cream huh? =P So i went to the Kuching Internation Airport! MacDonald's of course hehe.. Fries and Flavor Twist. Perfect. After that still ordered my favourite Oreo MacFlurry before we went to find for sweets. Went up the excalator and saw Jo & Sue. So ngam one the timing hahaha they brought their mum to the Airport too. Then my cousin, my bro and I started *digging in choosing sweets =) FamousAmos!! High class sweets dont play play ah! Two packets RM10+ but it's worth it since i lurvvvvee SWEETS mwahaha so gonna eat till my teeth drop~!!

Friday, September 5, 2008

I Can Wait Forever

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay

And I can't lie every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I know it feels like "forever"
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch makes it better
Until that day there's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it, I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait, I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won´t stop bleeding
But I can wait, I can wait, I can wait forever

I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever


Thursday, September 4, 2008


Such a tiring day. EM exam is coming soon... And i left my pendrive at Multimedia lab! WTF

There is one thing, one problem, impending. I foresaw it, unconsciously. Perhaps it is a sign from the heavens, that some things are not meant to be so. I learnt to follow the flow of people, and abide by things. Relentless and meaningless counters are futile. If things are not meant to be so, then we shall let it be. The dilemma here is, to resist, it would bring ongoing contentment; while to agree shall break this only connection with satisfaction, passive joy. What should i do...?

Seeing things, seeing problems, seeing destiny is fortune.
But that does not solves and sort everything out. The remainder... Depends on THE decision.

Elmo's Story. Part IV

Elmo's Story. Part 4.

Elmo on vacation! He found a very nice spot... Which he can escape from the clutches of torture by humans... He finds it cozy in there... Nice place to keep shelter from the freezing Swinburne continent. Its nice to find a new home. =)

It seems like sometimes, he goes in... The wrong way. Looks hard to get use to the new home..

Mischievious Elmo in action again! He imitates superman! PS: Small kids shouldnt try this at home~! =P

Woah! Seems like superman charmed a pretty lady! Elmo's first kiss. Noo kiss by force! Somebody! Stop the pretti ladi! Nuuu!!! Elmo donnta lurvess youuu!

Elmo could not take it anymore, and off he goes! He escapes through a nearby boat, and heads back to his headquarters, his old home.

He's back, to his old, rundown home. He learnt a very valuable lesson today, that is to be a good boy, and let humans torture again. And there he is... A punishment for his escape.
- Death Penalty -

We'll see how little Elmo gets away from that...
Thats all about little elmo. More about him next time =)

Monday, September 1, 2008

Butterflies, Fireflies

Morning and Night are both momentary, but repetitious.
Though they end in a flash, they come in a flash too.
But they are also embellished, by nature and life itself.

Butterflies, and fireflies.

To be able to see,

Butterflies in the morning

And Fireflies in the night

Is what i call bliss. =P