Saturday, March 24, 2012

Almost

Can you tell me
How can one miss what she's never had
How could I reminisce when there is no past
How could I have memories of being happy with you boy
Could someone tell me how can this be
How could my mind pull up incidents
Recall dates and times that never happened
How could we celebrate a love that's to late
And how could I really mean the words I'm bout to say

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I cannot believe I let you go
Or what I should say I shoulda grabbed you up and never let you go
I shoulda went out with you
I shoulda made you my bop boy
Yes that's one time I shoulda broke the rules
I shoulda went on a date
Shoulda found a way to escape
Shoulda turned a almost into
If it happend now its to late
How could I celebrate a love that wasn't real
And if it didn't happen why does my heart feel

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

And you seem to be the perfect one for me
You (some nights I wanna touch ya but tonight I wanna love ya)
You're all that I ever wanted
And you're my everything yes its true
Boy its hard to be close to you
My love
I know it may sound crazy
But I'm in love with you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said it's impossible to miss when you never had
Never almost had you

I missed the times that we almost shared
I miss the love that was almost there
I miss the times that we use to kiss
At least in my dreams
Just let me take the time and reminisce
I miss the times that we never had
What happened to us we were almost there
Whoever said its impossible to miss when you never had
Never, never almost had you

Thursday, March 22, 2012

비명

가슴속에 소리 지른다. 아무도 듣진 않아도 그렇게 할래.. 왜? 왜냐고? 그거라면, 추억에 잠겨서 많은 일 생각했더라.. 무슨일? 그래.. 나의 사랑 이야기.

얘기 다 하면 너무 긴 시간을 필요하니까, 잛게 해야겠지.

나, 실수 많이 했다. 반응도 많이 안 좋고.. 사랑하는 사람에게.. 하필 틀린 반응과, 말과, 미소를 했단말이야.. 그것보다, 지금 이순간 잘 보면, 나 고백이라는 짓도 못 했네.. 진짜.., 때로 나도 나 자신을 모른다.

"사랑해", 이렇게 간단한 한마디도 못했냐고? 응, 내가 그랬어. 그래서 지금 왜 고백 안 했냐고 나도 나한테 물고싶다.

과거를 보니까, 배운것도 많아.. 많으니까, 앞으로 실수를 안할도록 그렇게 하겠다.. 후회를 안 할도록 하겠어.. 지금처럼 후회하는 이만큼.

미치겠다!!!!! 소리지르고싶은데.. 저 하늘위로 별빛이 있나 달빛이 있나.. 아님 햇빛이 있나? 따뜻한 빛도 있고, 편안하게한 빛도 있고. 슬픔을 모두다 지워버릴수있는 빛이. 찾을까? 찾아야지.. 그 빛은 구름뒤에 숨기고 있을지도 모르니까

찾아라!

그리고,

비명을 안 하도록, 행복을 -

찾아라.