Thursday, October 30, 2008

Time Turner.

How i wished i had the power to control time.

To the past.
Or to the future.

Maybe going back to the past isn't such a good idea... Since i got to go through diffucult and painful times again O_O I WOULD RATHER DIE !! Haha~

Going to the future is a good idea. Faast Forwardd timee !! I want holidays !! Im starting to miss the rabbits... My fav animal *hehe =P I think i shall culik one back here to Kuching hohoho~ Now have to survive the finals 1st before reaching the so-called ~Heaven~ =)

Tick tock Tick tock...

McFlurry Craze.

McFlurry Craze !!!
McFlurry Crave !!!

Time to have lotsa lotsa lotsa McFlurriessss~!! XP

Care to join me? =)

Till then...

Examination Finals of Swinburne Foundation Semester 2
Its imminence shall be heralding our doom
But it shall be done in a jiffy
And we are on our way to reverie =)

There's gonna be holiday !! Before Summer Sem starts !!

Can't wait till...
Till then...


Friday, October 24, 2008

以乐述己心 ♫

此时的我 又度过辛苦的情景



♪ 乐声. ♪


下雨天了 怎么办 我好想你
我不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停

谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪 一个人好累

*怎样的雨 怎样的夜 怎样的我 能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
别说你会难过 别说你想改变

南拳妈妈 (Lara)






Thursday, October 23, 2008

Never Had A Dream True.


Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
How it could be now or neither been (or neither been)
All this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go

{ I never had a dream come true
Till that day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where love takes me to
A part of me will always be with you }

Somewhere in my memory I lost all sense of time
And tomorrow can never be
'Cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or neither been (or neither been)
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go


You'll always be the dream that fills my head
(Yes you will, say you will, you know you will, baby)
You'll always be the one I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering (or wondering)
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no


A part of me will always be with you...

S Club 7

Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Lets study english.

Thats me

Thats me

I-n V-a-i-n
In vain.
Thats me

No, not me

No, not me...

Sunday, October 19, 2008






Friday, October 17, 2008


That is what seen, before the naked eyes.

That is what seen, within a fragile effervesce.

Feelings are almost azimuthal.
Or instead too perpendicular.

It is proven wrong to seep information.
About feelings in plight.
A dilemma, that blare rejoinders.

Matters are not to be contrived solemnly, but subtly.
Problems are not to be eschewed recalcitrantly, but plausibly.

At long last colours obtrude the borders
Every cloud has a silver lining.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Just So You Know...

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop


This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...
Been waiting here


Jesse McCartney

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


An oath to my heart.

There shall be no more unfaltering thoughts,
And no withdrawal from my nemesis,
So i will permit this endearing quirk.

An elucidation to my love.

There has been faltering decisions,
And no sincerity from my genesis,
So i will dismiss this digressing shirk.

For Next
My imminence
Do Until
My Divulgence

To protect the ones we love,
We keep *Secrets
To assure the ones we love,
We keep *Promises

Sunday, October 12, 2008

After Five

After five, is a time for dinner =)
After five, is a place for dinner =)

Look at the line of drinks
Toot toot train ~~

Btw *pssssttttt
Choose a better time if planning to go there =P
Saturdays and Sundays are overflowing with people that...
We waited an hour+ just for the food to arrive =(

And thats what happened..
There's a second round !!
And thats me thats me ! woohoo

"Carrot Juice" XD

*Sure is tasty *Slurrrrppp
Hehe jkz

Thursday, October 9, 2008


Can a kite be sent up to the sky?
Why does the wind prickle as the rose?

Can a question be sent up to Heaven?
Why are we unworthy for the ones we love?

Who makes the muddy water clear?
By not with leer and fear.

Who brings the night moon near?
By not with lure and steer.

No matter surf and turf
By means of nerve and verve
There shall be a cure
Of unworthiness
To let you hear
In me, what's dear.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

A Million Dollar For Your Thoughts

" I do not understand you.
Neither do you.

I am not perfect.
Neither are you.

I have not coaxed you.
Neither have you.

I was not sincere.
Neither were you.

I did not believe in myself.
Neither did you. "
Trust was not achieved. Is not.
It must be achieved. Should be.

Let me give you the benefit of doubt.
And so shall you.

A million dollar for your thoughts?
And so for mine.

Monday, October 6, 2008



From the brisk fall of darkness
Till the sluggish rise of day

Feeble, to doze away


Pictures of the one i love
Keep conjuring in my soughts
Voices of the one i love
Keep resounding in my thoughts


Can i somehow share whats on your mind?
Can i somewhat tell you whats on mine?


Before i doze off
I think of you
After i doze off
I dream of you


The rime of night pounds
The warmth of dawn surrounds


Till then

Let the territory of dreams

Sunday, October 5, 2008

From Dusk Till Dawn...

A time so absolute... So exclusive...
The period when darkness falls
And the time taken for light to rise.

Sheer silent moments
While everyone else is in their dreams
Luscious thoughts arouse gleams
When breezes severs and foliage shivers
And moonlight shadows implore ideas

Deep in thoughts:

Finding the right decisions
Counting time as it passes

How i miss u so...

Friday, October 3, 2008

Distant Lights...

A photo of Kuching International Airport =)

Don't the night scene just look... nice...?

Busy, and tiring day. CousinSSS and FriendSSS came to my house =(

I haven't wash the plates... tidy up the place... omG!

Haven't do the laundry... And tomorrow gonna skip class to run some errands for my mum..

Wuuu have mercy on me *Sob

Though monotonous holidays as usual, there are still fun in it.

Like going to the park and having a ride on the swing =P

And going to KIA's 24hour MacD~ Hee...

And about Saturday... My mum's coming back with my daddy weee~ Can't wait for the...

"Luggage" they bring in hehe... Lets start praying...

*I wish... ... ...

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Point Of No Return.

Its like voyaging through hurricanes and whirlpools.
After propagating in, there will be no return.

Its like a travel in ruins in a forgotten forest.
After getting lost, there will be no return.

Its like with insufficient fuel in space.
After setting off, there will be no return.

Its like learning how to fly before even knowing how to walk.
After exceeding the reaches, borders and fall, there will be no return.


In life there is always a point, otherwise a line.
A single line that divides two different dimensions.
Once passed, there is no return.

But if contemplated with discretion
And if the limits are not crossed
There is still turning back.

The answer, lies within.
The decision, reaches beyond.