Saturday, February 28, 2009


気分モード - きもち で :

桃色(ぴんく) - 恋する Mimiiro(Pinku) - Koisuru ~Lovestruck~

赤色 - 怒る Akairo - Okoru ~Animosity~

緑色 - 嫉妬する Midoriiro - Shittosuru ~Jealousy~

青色 - 悲しい Aoiro - Kanashii ~Sorrow~

灰色 - 寂しい Haiiro - Sabishii ~Loneliness~


Friday, February 27, 2009


Harisen - paper fan

Functions similarly to a fan, but its paper. Although paper seems inferior when compared to other existences, it still has its own usages. Despite being second-rated, it is retained as a symbol, sometimes as dubious authority.

But the paper fan can be easily spoilt, torn or bent. There is always a rise and fall factor and nothing escapes that fact.

What is past is past.

Embrace the future.

LIVE in the present.

Either good or bad the past may be, we still have to walk over it. We should keep the past in a sepia portrait, and the color shall always remain as it is. And when we ponder back and reminisce our past, it shall always sustain the same feeling.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Happy Birthday~

Today is my grandpa's and cousin Jason birthday! =) My granps is 72, the year of the cow; and my cousin Jason is 22, the year of the rabbit Hohoho~

Happy birthday to you~~ Happy birt................ etc. =D

3 idiots eating cakes *swts*

Lucky draw !! 22... and i got... Mushroom! Oh my god! *sob sob*

May my luck change for the better next time *_*

Saturday, February 21, 2009


Sometimes it's not about impressions and expectations, but we do expect at times and we aim for the best we can achieve.
It's because when you love someone, there is no limit to what you can accomplish.
So dream high.

A melody is like an encounter with someone, and when getting to know them is the lyrics.
The wonder of music is the combination of these two that makes magic, and life is like music.

So dream far.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Way Back Into Love.

I've been living with a shadow over head
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time,to clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
Ive been searching but I just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction, and I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart again
I guess Im hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I dont know if it's real
or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration, not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
and If I open my heart to you
Im hoping you'll show me what to do
and if you help me to start again
you know that I'll be there for you in the end.

Performed by: Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
Music and Lyrics OST Soundtrack

PS: I think im gonna perform this song *its so nice*
Better start practicing...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Farewell, my friend.

ah Xiang went to Taiwan today =( Wuwu... Dont know when can see him again.. Me and Kang Hong thought he's going there alone =.= but looks like he's going with a few people, so we felt relieved =) Oh well... Tata then TT Till next time, we'll definitely meet again.

Monday, February 16, 2009

What kinds of monster are you?

You Are a Werewolf

You're unpredictable, moody, and downright freaky.

You seem sweet and harmless, until you snap. Then you're a total monster.

Very few people can predict if you're going to be Dr. Jekyll or Mr. Hyde.

But for you, all your transformations seem perfectly natural.

Your greatest power: Your ability to tap into nature

Your greatest weakness: Lack of self control

You play well with: Vampires

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentine story-tellings

Although Valentine's day brings lots of happiness and laughter, it also brings sadness and sorrow unconsciously. There are people who found their other half, but there are those who had not. A day which causes tons of anxiety in people, whether good or bad.

Well i missed out the fun this year, but things doesn't only happen to me. There are other stories out there, either fulfilled, or unfinished. A significant day that destiny collides with certain people to create their own new stories. On the other hand destiny collides and make some stories end. But.. there are actually more uncomplete stories than complete ones on this particular day.

Sometimes people never even noticed, feelings that were left behind uncaressed. Stories like this are never-ending as there was no beginning, and shall be no ending. At the end of the day, there are destined smiles; and destined frowns. As for those who smiled, best of luck and may it continue everlastingly; as for those who sighed, there is always a new day that will come eventually so don't give up hope too early yet ya? =)


And this is my story: It ends here. It never had any of a beginning, as it was not properly told; And it never had an ending, as there is no ending to suit the story anyways. So now i end my story here, and it shall be retold in the impending future.

For when shall the cupid's arrow strike my storybook like a comet?
Nobody knows.

And now, thats all for today.
*Storybook closed*

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Good and Bad.

The good thing that is about to happen is, i will have freedom starting tomorow for a week. (Macam i dont have freedom pulak XP) My mum's going to KL, leaving me and my brother to ourselves ahhhh =( Maybe the good things arent that much after all...

The bad THINGS are... I have to do everything. Laundry, cleaning, cooking and daily stuff yeah. But hey look on the bright side i'm in charge right? Right....? Its gonna be a busy week, but i had planned to color my hair after my mum's back.

Can't wait till March, it'll be coming in a jiffy. And that means... SCHOOL! reopen~ Im starting to miss Swinburne hahaha =D We can kiss our asses goodbye to holidays yeehooo~~~ Finally we can have something to do rather than rotting in our houses every single day that passes =(

Alrighty then... Till then... En en.

Friday, February 13, 2009


Reunion with Marlene & the gang at 5 after finish watching KyleXY. Is that considered a reunion? Hmm i dont think so =P But we did usual stuff, bla bla bla whole way.

7 is the beginning of the night! Meeting place: The Spring. My old buddies are...: Kang Hong, Rui Xiang & Kew Jui. Hong, Xiang and Frank in short =) Dinner place: Food bazaar. Omg i didnt know where was it until Hsien told me, in time lol. After eating... walked around looking for Valentine's Day presents hmm.. Looks like we're a gang huh =D Xiang going to Taiwan soon AKA next Tuesday.. thats why we had this reunion. And he wanted to buy a Valentine's card for his *beloved* Hahaha he even planned how to give to his special girl on Valentine's day. And Kang Hong... eh hmm.. hehe. So envy these contented people *_* +shiny eyes+ Good luck guys! You'll need it *wink* As for me its another normal Valentine. It should not be normal.. but i choose to be.. it should be special.. and so should i...? what am i talking about..

9 is cybercafe moments. We were talking about playing a zombie game called "Left 4 Dead" and so ngam is only for FOUR players !! And we really did play together, saving each other and spamming our bullets on the zombies!! Ahhh HELP!!! *BAng BANG* And a short dota match after that =P

11 is countdown time. Went to McD at TunJugah and settled down. Francis' bday is the 13th that is.. Today! We waited till 12am with him, cool rite? =) Oh and this was the part we couldnt stop laughing. Did not had a good laugh for ages. We talked about the word SaNiNeGuYong which is a very bad word, talking about Xiang taking this word and spread over whole Taiwan, telling them its a greeting phrase XD Since he's going to Taiwan, we kept telling a joke over and over which does not bore us even one bit. Guess what? We told him since he's going to Taiwan, MalaysianRinggit is useless, so we asked him to pay the dinner, McD... HAHAHA~ And he can give us all his MalaysianRinggit, coz he cant use it in Taiwan anyway LOL~!! So many jokes, i wonder the people around can stand our laughters or not XP funny advertisements... and about Kang Hong's house. This part was damn funny: the mice outside his house weren't there anymore... but now.. there is the Four-legged-snake. Haaah EVOLUTION. And the kittens in his house disappeared without reason... What'd you reckon...? *gulpp*

Fran and Xiang AKA Fatja. He made his own movie named Fatja (FatNinja) in youtube lol. It that the reason why he wanted to go to Taiwan...? TVB ACTOR?!! Haha who knows...?

Kang Hong and Fran! OMG Colored hair... im sooooo tempted. Mmm~

Anyways it was definitely a fun night. Driving late at 1 in the morning is so idyllic that there are barely cars on the wide road. Significantly there is a sense... of peace. Anyway i really wanted to revisit my old primary school... wonder what had become of it huh~

1 is the time i note down my day hehe...

Nitey Nitez

Thursday, February 12, 2009


爱是自由之子, 不是统治之后

它往往是痛苦的根源, 一生里患得患失

只有蚂蚁, 但随土而逝了


时间使它光洁, 使我们苍老

只有蝴蝶, 但随风而逝了

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Jo & Sue's 19th Birthday

A busy day in short =) Woke up early to give support to Chung and Alex for their resit examinations! Then went to Perodua Car Service centre around 9am to teman Hsien coz he alone there. See i so friend?! Right...?! =D Went to find birthday cards before fetching Swee Liang... Damn the cards that place had was so repetitive. But at least there were 2 that caught my attention. At LEAST. ^^

Off to Alison's house!! Wow Jo said 11.30am *SharP* and they were all there before me LoL. Itu Jo-Ann pick up Alison punya handphone when i called and didnt understood a things i said. *Fainted*

It took us quite some time to decide our lunch. Be more decisive PEOPLE! Just kidding, last minute is fun, i like depending on our final instincts =) They sometimes actually lead to more fun. Dont u think? Say YES!! If u say no im gonna kill u. XP

Lunch at FourPointsHotel - a buffet. Overall, considered satisfactory. Then walk around there, look around. Not bad la.. No extra comments.

The fun part had not ended, it has only begun. LaserTag! I kinda missed it since the one near Swinburne shut down and moved to Sejingkat =( * )= But another chance to play it today! I like spectating too, seeing people running around macam no life Hehe. But when i played, i got hit on the head =( Someone ambushed me with a weapon sob sob. Next time we should use that too, it's a way better tactic that shooting that has a probability to miss rite? Jk~

Then so tired and HOT! Limteh at Jadepot near alison's house. And went back to Alison's house of course. Discuss some little things.. eh hem.

All righty, some pictures to do the final talking. Not much though, so don't complain ya?

Triangular stop sign. STOP!!!

Aha! See the birthday girls so happy. *Insanity*Receive so MANY birthday presents XP Nah thats just for fun hehe its actually Stars! Green and Pink, perfect.

Another group photo. This one looks more okay ya? Everyone seems sane. *heh heh*

Can't wait till another outing. There's a holiday going on ya everyone?
U hear meeee?! =)

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Someone's watching over me

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over,
Someone's watching over me...

Someone's watching over me

Hilary Duff
Raise Your Voice OST

Dreaming Memory

Dreams always come back. Naturally.
Or maybe.. it does when we seek it unconsciously...?

The heart and the mouth are not always One.
The mouth can say no on the surface, but deep inside the heart says yes.


Maybe its just that thoughts of it conjured twice a day. And that made KPP appeared in my dream.This wasn't a short one though, it was a . l . o . n . g . o . n . e . It seemed like i did not dream about anything else the whole night. Cause all i could recall was just that.

We humans dream more than 9 dreams during a sleep. But why we only remember 1 or 2? It is because we ALSO tend to forget dreams. And the ones that was carved deeply in our minds managed to stay behind, as memories. Memories of dreaming.

Looks like i should stay away from pigs,
or they shall interfere with my dreams again.

Gatecrash, seemingly.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Whole day out. People finally put their EM past their backs. Err.. i mean their resit exam is over =D And well it's such a day, went to lotsa places, but i dont wanna talk about it one bit. Well.. Maybe.. abit XP

Meeting! At Stella's place! Urgent hoho
Ceh! Not urgent, just fireworks urgent k...

Anyways i found my love today. My love... Animals!

My beloved - Monkeys.

My all time favourite - Pig.

Cant find cat and rabbit sob sob. Maybe next time.

Sunday, February 8, 2009


Chinese new year is officially ending tomorrow night, but im celebrating it one day earlier with my family and relatives. And im also celebrating it again tomorrow night at Stella's place with friends. Nothing better than this huh? =)

The best video of all... Fireworks, in the shape of a *H.e.a.r.t.*

Lets bade farewell to the New year, and welcome the season of love - Valentine.

Farewell... But not goodbye... ya?

Friday, February 6, 2009


Im at fault for being so gullible.

When secrets cease being secrets, the 'story' ends,
And things went out of hand.

Maybe secrets should remain in the heart,
Or see where we place our trust.

Knowingly brings more blame when wrong;
unknowingly brings more praise when right.

I think i can't differentiate between dreams and reality now.
Someone weren't invited to my dream, and seemingly created this pleasantry.

Gatecrash, particularly.

I always forgive, but i do not forget.
I do not feel guilty, because the truth is nothing but the truth.

Dreams cease being dreams when dreams stop dreaming.
And when they do, they fade away.

And i proclaim:
For those dreams that have fade away...

. N e v e r F o r g e t T h e m .

Idea generated from:
Final Fantasy X

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Tag by Jo-Ann

Rules: The Rules are simple.
Use Google, etc to search the answers to the questions below.
Then you must choose a picture in the first page of result and post it as your answer.

The Age Of My Next Birthday

The Place I'd Like To Travel To

A Favourite Food

A Nickname I Had

A Favourite Color

The City I Live In

The City I Was Born In

College Major

Name Of My Love

Bad Habit


My Wishlist