八月二十九日 （土曜日）

今日は Chung の誕生日です！　おめでとう～　=D

俺とHsien, Liang とHui が買った贈り物は１つ *Custom Made Mug* でした～
それは凄く良い Design 、　綺麗な　Mug なのに。。。
俺前にあの双子の　Christmas Present を買った時。。。　そして今度の創った Design。。。
今度のほうが以前より綺麗 design を描いた～

Chilax に行ってました、　あの場所で、　Cally と　Wee Ting　そしてあの二人の仲間達が出会った。

その上、　幾つかの美人を見ました～　へへへ～

其れだけと思います。。。

お休みなさい。　良い夢を～

八月二十八日 （金曜日）

今。。。　自分が自分の日本の名前を選ぶ。

何がいいかな。。。？

俺には、　Yuuki がいい Romaji の名前です。
Kanji に関して事は、　たくさんの選択肢があります。

例えば。。。　
１．夕希　夕生　夕喜
２．悠希　悠生　悠喜
３．優希　優生　優喜
４．由希　由生　由喜　由紀

どちらがいいですか。。。？

多分、　私は　～夕希～　其れとも　～悠生～　を選んで。

如何？

八月二十七日 （木曜日）

毎日毎日、　毎週毎週の出来た事
相変わらず見たい。。。

宿題がある、　でもまだ始まった。
毎日
自分が自分で日本語を勉強します、　それはとても楽しい事です。

今までまだ運命の人をめぐり合った、　でも私は決して諦めない！

ずっと君が現れるの日を待ってます～

お久し振り

えと。。。　どのくらいかかるましたか？
一月位でしたね。。。

あなたがこの街を出て行った、　でも俺何も出来なかった。
あの時は俺と君の今生の別れかも知れませんでした。。。
しかし。。。　如何して俺は力何て、　勇気何て、　見つけたありませんでした。。。？

心が辛い事まだ感じますだけど、　今僕は何とか元気です。

将来の色んな事、　俺には、　絶対万難を排する！　
何故なら。。。　君は私の最初そして最高の困った問題ですよ。

僕は今すぐ、　君に会いたい。。。

あそこ元気だね。。。？

19 is my number =)

Oh well a dinner at my cousin's house and suddenly 2 cakes poofed out of nowhere and they started singing birthday songs for me and my uncle @_@


Wishing.. damn they didn't give me enough time to think what i wanna wish for..


Then its time to blow the candles =_= Btw i love the kiwi its soooooo Sweet&Sour XP


?! What's this?! Just a random picture oh well =]

METHOD_METAFALICA/.

METHOD_METAFALICA/.
Ar Tonelico II Hymmnos Lyrics

y.y. eh tyuss vl omness,
I'm being healed by the kind gaze

sev x. rre yorr s.l.y. nafan mea/.
you have when you show kindness to me

y.z.t. za rre vega Efs t.k.d. ag zz t.k.d. tie hartes yor/.
Even if it's impossible, I wish that this whisper would reach you, my beloved person

s.l.y. yor sev x. rre yorr g.v.w. en x.y.n.,
When I see you causing harm and battling

ag a.u.k. zess x.y.n. mea/.
I feel like if I was causing harm myself

y.z.t. za rre vega merfa l.n.c.a. ag zz l.n.c.a. tie hartes yor/.
Even if it's impossible, I wish that this pure wish would connect us, my beloved person

wEwYEjEnc yor en mYEtYAyEy hymmnos ut eje/.
When we met, I created a song in my heart

xE rre govan en wefa sarla fEwErEn du dje/.
And its excited and warm melody began to flow inside my body

Ah, wEwYEjLYEnc syalea en zz kvvia/.
Ah, I don't regret having met you

hEkEtEt merfa tie yor en hYAmLYAmr METAFALICA!
I shall joyfully embrace the pure wishes you gave me, and for the sake of this world, and you, I shall sing the Metafalica!

xA sorr dArsn sarla vl shen/.
That´s the song of the ancient legends

xA sorr aAuk mutrk rhaplanca en Implanta/.
The warm story of Rhaplanca and the great tree of God, Implanta

xU rre vege dgal aUuk zz papana/.
In that land, where the blessing of rain never fell

xU sorr Asphaela_hiral ag Adoodu_urgn/.
That thirsty world and that grieving land

xU rre qejyu ssvid hiralg ag xevxl/.
Where the people were living in thirst and despair

幽けき　深淵の底 (kasokeki shin'en no soko)
Secluded in a deep abyss

聴こえ来るは　深き息吹 (kikoe kuru wa fukaki ibuki)
Listen to the deep breath that comes out

来たれや　開かれし刻 (kitare ya hirakareshi toki)
Come, it's the time to be free

全て捨てて　この身は謳になる (subete sutete kono mi wa uta ni naru)
Throwing away everything, I shall turn myself into a song

謳は胸を溢れて (uta wa mune o afurete)
The song floods my heart

地に渓に湖に満てる (chi ni tani ni mizuumi ni miteru)
Filling the valleys, the lakes, and the land

やがて生いし木は深く (yagate oishi ki wa fukaku)
Soon, the tree that grows from the deeps

土に根ざし大地　抱く (tsuchi ni nezashi daichi idaku)
Shall embrace this land with it´s roots

hYAmmrA cEzE hymmnos ceku/.
I will sing for your sake, and gladly turn into a song for my companions.

愛しき大地 一歩　靭く　踏みしめ (itoshiki daichi ippou tsuyoku fumishime)
Together, with this beloved land, I will take a soft step

揺るがずにただ 進む　この脚で (yurugazu ni tada susumu kono ashi de)
In a unshaken step, I will advance, with only my feet

踏みしめられた 足跡　繋がり行く (fumishimerareta ashiato tsunagari yuku)
I stepped firmly to connect our footprints

歩みの軌跡 記す　ひとつずつ (ayumi no kiseki shirusu hitotsuzutsu)
I will note down each and every locus of our walking

xA rre rhaplanca tAnYAmAnLYE poe ess gkgul doodu/.
From the top reaches of this cracked land, Rhaplanca scatters the seeds

xE rre poe hAwAss ut varda
These seeds mature into great trees

ag wArEl du cia dn ryewa keg/.
and set their sights in spreading their branches to the skies

尊き世界 この腕に抱きしめ (tattoki sekai kono ude ni dakishime)
I will embrace this precious world with my arms

仰ぎし天よ ひとつ この胸に　誓う (aogishi sora yo hitotsu kono mune ni chikau)
Looking up to the sky, I make a pledge in my heart

xA rre rhaplanca wAsLYA jue tie Aarhou_poe ess doodu/.
Rhaplanca gives water to the seeds of hope that were planted

xE rre pikca r.w. du qejyu/.
The seeds mature into fruits that save the people

xA rre rhaplanca yYAzLYEt za rre varda rYAwLYE du qejyu/.
And Rhaplanca makes true her wish of growing a tree to help the people

この願い 眩き未来　刻まん (kono negai mabaki mirai kizaman)
My wishes will engrave the dazzling future

想いの奇蹟 遠く　どこまでも　響けや (omoi no kiseki tooku doko made mo hibike ya)
But how far the miracle of feelings shall resound?

xA rre mao wYAwLYAjnc Amerfa_rhaplanca/.
When Maoh met her, he also learned of her pure wishes

xA rre mao yAzYAt za rre Amerfa_has/.
Maoh wished to be able to fulfill her pure wishes

xA rre mao yAzYAt en yAzYAt za rre arhou rYAlLYAtAy ess qejyu/.
Their wishes revived the hope in the hearts of the people

Too Late Forever

初恋KPPへ:

I'm already too late. I was too late. I always had been too late.

When i finally gathered up the courage, it is already not the same. This time i shall lose my chances for good. Even though i had to admit i wanted to see you for the VERY last time in my life, i couldn't.

You left, whilst i stayed. But i might leave too in the future, who knows, by chance the same place you went.

And now, time and distance will be intervening for a long period. Maybe i will get the chance again, once i leave this grounds; or shall you return to this grounds.

And perhaps when that time comes, i'll be ready. To do what i failed to do.

But... I think i still will never get the courage to see you, and you will slip out of my reach yet again. Yet, i never regretted cause this is what i foreseen...

From the day i first met you.

謹言：
ジェッラド

Winner, or Loser..?

*
In love: You lose if you fall for the other person.
You're supposed to make the other person fall in love in you.
*

Do you truly believe that life has winners and losers in the first place?
Isn't thinking about victory or defeat itself an indicator of defeat?

You feel sad when you part with the one you love,
because you love them;
Or you should not fall in love in order to not feel sad?

If you fall in love with them, then you get hurt;
If they fall in love with you, then you don't.

*
But sometimes in love: Having feelings for another person,
automatically makes you the winner.
*

No matter how much you treasure something,
all things will eventually perish.
Bonds, feelings, memories, hearts and life.
Everything in this world eventually perishes, and breaks.

Things aren't about winning or losing.
It's not about entering a competition you know u can't win or lose.

Happiness is just artificial, fictional, and fake.
That is why...

Lets cherish it.

Quoted from Ef ~A Tale of Melodies~

1 Litre of Tears

1 リットルの涙　(Ichi Rittoru no Namida)

Recommended Japanese drama! Although it's an old movie, it is meaningful and shows us the things we tend to overlook in life. Based on a real story, the drama is storylined from the diary in which the diseased girl wrote: "1 litre of tears".












You will definitely cry One litre of tears watching this... Somewhat XP *Thumbs up* sob sob

Movies

Just watched Hannah Montana yesterday night and i found out that i have a crush on Miley Cyrus! Just kidding =P She's one of my idols now *_*

I wanna watch...

Night at the Museum 2
Blood The Last Vampire
Terminator Salvation
Transformers 2
Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince

ZZZ movies don't go away wait for me..!

My Distraught.

I love reminiscing. There are sweet memories in it.
I hate reminiscing. The memories hurt.

Why?

Because i am an idiot.

I assumed things, and acted on my own accord. But there are precious treasures in my possession that i could not give away nor throw away when i thought how much a waste it would be. Everything that had been done were unrequited, since it was not requested. I didn't expect all the blame would ultimately fall upon my own self.

I was once told and believed that striving for one's best does not hurt anybody. But i was wrong. People we care might get hurt along the way no matter what we do, but still in the end we will end up hurting ourselves. If that is so why strive for one's best if the end only brings no good?

There are entities called hopes and dreams. If we lived to aim for something, even it might not work out well, at least it's gratifying. It is not the goal or destination that makes a difference, it is the process. Throughout the process we learn, we hurt, we understand. Experiences stays forever, but possessions does not. The same goes for people.

It doesn't matter if what we do does not reach the one we aim for, because what matters is their happiness, not ours. If we think what we do is for the happiness of someone else, then it will not matter if it really works out or not.

I wonder, when will we grow up and learn to understand the depths of knowledge. Then we can and will only see the good in every single thing. When, i wonder...

SOHAI

Some people are kind, some people are nice. Some like to act, and some like to lie. But most of all, SOME people are sohai. Yea, you got me --- SOHAI.

Of course i won't specifically name that person, and i did not do this because this someone did something to me or whatsoever. Its the truth. Yea, you got me --- TRUTH.

Here goes the description:

They sohai, because things goes their way.
They sohai, because they are getting more and more complacent.
They sohai, because they have something others don't have.

And most of all, they sohai because they ARE sohai.

I might be complaning a little here, but i just want God to know that some certain things aren't fair down here and needs some alteration. MAJOR alterations. So maybe if that someone gets my message and be a good little kitty, then i'm cool.

So what if these people have something to show off about, things are not always certain, while people are not absolute. What's yours now, might not be yours in the future. Note that, smart guy. So if you had been following my advice, you'll do just fine.

The thing u need to do is just to TREASURE your things, loser.

Thats the best you can ever get from me, my first and my last =.=..|..

PS: Hui ge although we always call u sohai this Sohai is not you XD

Silenced

Finals are coming. Actually it is just tomorrow. But i am still not in the mood. Studying seems so easy, and yet so hard. I wonder when will i take the darn notes and read them.

But it seems like i have no choice. There has to be changes, and changes will be made. Anyways good luck to all who is having their finals!

Ok i have nothing else to say or wish. Totally speechless...

Reminisces In Real Time

Its been one year half since i sat down and chat with BongBong and Fany. And i mean really sit down and talk. Its so great seeing them again.. There is nothing better than reunion.

*talk topics censored =P*
*highly private and confidential*

Its great being a friend type =) For now there'll be no obvious goals for me. I'll just walk down this quiet and even path and wait till something jump out from the bushes.

What's to worry? Nothing.
What's to enjoy? Everything. <3

In time.

I don't know if i tried hard previously, the i suppose work is still done in the journey to reaching our goals. But i know i shouldn't use fatigue as my excuse for giving up. There is no other choices, the path is uneven and bumpy, and the distance is far. I've been thinking to take a diverging path, one that leads to a downhill soon. I just can't and don't want to keep climbing uphill all the time. No one else does too.

I anticipate a vision, a future sight. The Time that told me to renounce is imminent. After i do so, what i see will be amalgamation of love. Without me being a hindrance to the process of bonding, particles can be merged without doubt, without difficulty. I just need to blend my type of mixture anyways, not people blending for my sake. What i say might be arcane but i am not insane, because unfathomable words shall be deciphered one day. I believe.

And now, i just want someone to pat my back and say "thank you for the hard work".
"お疲れさまでした"

Night Fever

Relatives' Wedding Dinner... Err Tommy and Christine. Haha this morning when the bridegroom (Tommy) went to the bride's house they played jokes on him. I think it is my family's tradition to disturb the groom when he comes for his wife. He has to go through 3 stages to get to the bride in her room lolz. From what i heard he has to do the huu-la-hoop *_* etc. then they has to read some chinese swears thingys and then put on lipstick and stamp their mouths on that piece on paper. Some sort of swearing huh? =P

Evening time! The interesting part *hehe*




*bones of a fish that can change into an image of elephant tusks... lol*


*me bro and cuzzy Rick*


*Me lovely mom and me <3>


*Wuu aunties*


*Care for a mug of heineken? The more you drink, the sweeter it gets XP*


*Best buddies.. eh hem cousins to be precise*


*Time to get HOT* -the night is not over- =P


*Zzz where's mine...*


*Mine!!!* -Caramel Cream Chocolate Chip-
Wierd name huh? The story goes like this:
1) I pretended to be stupid and asked the waiter what is caramel.
2) He said it was something like butter.
3) I love butter, so ya one Caramel Cream for me.
4) Cousin Alex came along and ordered Vanilla Cream Chocolate Chip.
5) Wait.. its not on the menu... Can it be done?
6) Can~ Can~ Of course no problem~
7) Waiter asked whether i want the same too.
8) Chocolate chips are very nice he said.
9) And i succumbed to temptation and persuasion.
10) And i got my 4C, to describe the taste - Totally Sweet.

Other comments for now...?
Home Sweet Home. <3

Discretion to Decision

Are alot of people getting married lately? =D Well maybe some hehe.. Later tonight going to attend a wedding dinner of... of... my grandfather's.. err my mother's... Hmm oh well my relative in short. I've got a good feeling it would be fun since i hadn't been to TheBanquet for a long time -sighs-

Oh well next friday i will have freedom! I don't mean that i don't have it now, i am having lotsa freedom now =) Its just that i will be having overflowing freedom for a week XP And so im declaring an open house on 5th-11th of June. *hinting someone who knows what i mean* kekeke

--- --- --- --- ---

There are now woven threads scattered around. I wonder what will be the story behind those woven threads when i connect them. But an insinuating telltale is very intricate to empathize. There was once a time i wanted to bring all fragments of the story together, but now i affirm that it is not the right time. Pieces are not supposed to be mended all at a time; as wounds could not all heal at a time. They should be done gradually, understanding the whole piece one by one as a complete picture will start to form gradually.

*
* And now, i just can't decide whether being ignorant or innocent is bliss. *

Fragments of Dreams - 夢の欠片

There are no miracles in this world
there are only inevitabilities and accidents,
and what u want to do.

but sometimes the outcome of your action,
which become inevitable,
will overlap with accidents,
and fulfill your dream unexpectedly.

n.o.t.h.i.n.g. will happen if you don't wish for it

Do you have memories you don't want to forget?
忘れたくない想い　いますか？

Everyone has prayed to God at least once
even though they might not believe,
one day they will surely make an honest prayer.

Something that is everyone looking for,
something that is everyone looking after.
something that's created from everyone's continuous wishes and the bonds between them.

Dream.

Put your wishes into the memories you don't want to forget.
忘れたくない想いに願いを込めて。

Yume no Kakera - 夢の欠片

Ef~a tale of memories~ 第十二章

Lost, and Found.

For a while i thought that things lost can never be found.
I was proven wrong.

If we still have hope, there is always something we can achieve.

And i even prepared myself to accept the fact that i lost my external harddisk, but it was found. Although it had been a week since i lost it, i didn't think that sending email to every users in swinburne through blackboard will work out well. So... well, things turn out okay.

There is still kindness in this world, is you believe.

There can be miracles, if you believe.

Things that are lost, can be found.

*Weeeeee~~~ ...*

Sick.

Im sick.

Not sick of someone, not sick of something.

Just sick.

Cough.

Sick.