M-E.

Lets study english.

A-n-x-i-e-t-y
Anxiety.
Thats me

H-e-s-i-t-a-t-i-o-n
Hesitation.
Thats me

I-n V-a-i-n
In vain.
Thats me

I-n-d-u-l-g-e-n-c-e
Indulgence.
No, not me

P-a-t-i-e-n-c-e
Patience.
No, not me...